Havin a bad night.....

So a friend at work was having a bad night. I asked her if she wanted to go out and vent. She says sure..I oblige....bad mistake....

I'm not stupid, I was a psych major for 4 years, got my degree in it, I know that people don't see what they're really like sometimes. I'd be stupid to think I wasn't the same way.

We start out and she's venting. I won't go into detail what she's venting about, it's not appropriate but then she started getting into talking about how maybe I'm a little too flirty.

Why this conversation turned to me..I have NO idea.... She just started on me.

Ok I'm a flirty person. I always have been. I don't do it on purpose, I'm just a fun-loving person. I'm goofy and I know that I'm loud and touchy feely but I never thought I ever crossed the line and became annoying. But apparently I may be too pushy, too loud and just a little too bawdy. Not that it's a bad thing.... (Geez she sound Italian)

Yeah...not that it's a bad thing.....I am (and I quote) "A strong assertive somewhat pushy overbearing woman" Those word are like poison to me. I always wanted to be kinda fun and dorky but I never wanted to be one of those people who other people are like "oh god here she comes pretend to like her" when they see her. I always thought I was not one of those people. I would think that people honestly like being around me cause I'm fun and a little flirty but I always know when to back off. Maybe she was just projecting herself onto me (she's also very overbearing and so on) but maybe I'm wrong, maybe I never saw myself as I truly am.

Could it be that she might be jealous cause some of the guys at work have mentioned an interest in me and yet I'm very happily engaged? I doubt it, she may have a lot of issues when it comes to sex and relationships but I'm definately not jealous worthy. There is no other choice that to think that maybe I really am that way and never noticed.

She felt better when we parted ways...I felt much worse. But I guess that's what friends are for.

Reading about Jason Mraz farting in a plane made me feel a little better I will say, mostly cause I could relate. 747.....8 hour flight to italy......I had milk before boarding......all makes for a very interesting flight..........